2009也来到了最后第二天，
原以为能够过得很好，
原以为笑着也能过日子。
我很想自私的活下去，
何必在乎别人怎么想，
何必让自己难堪，
只要自己快乐，哪有什么不能的？
当你牵起了她的手，
我就知道我应该走，
当你说你爱她，
我就知道没有什么可以从来？
可是，我能好好得过吗？
我能吗？
10个月有多，
我到底干了什么？
我真的很想很想身边有你唠叨的日子。真的！
我能有extra ordinary的方式在自己的国度里好好爱你一遍吗？
就这样的爱着！一直爱下去...
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
想飞
刚读过一篇文章，婚后...每一对情侣，在恋爱时所对婚姻的憧憬是甜蜜的，是快乐的，是无私的奉献。可是，一段感情失温了以后该离去还是假装不懂？记得曾经听过一句话：“感情会累，会变冷都是一个过程。但，有人选择离开却也有人选择等待。等待一次的火花，让爱情回温。”...你呢？你会怎么做？
只想说，如果结婚只为了等待离婚，哪有什么意思？如果在一起却等着分手，那有什么意思呢？本来，事情就不曾有过绝对。今天，我或许无法认同可是并不代表说未来的日子我不会去改变。人，每到一个阶段所需求和想得到的并不一样。或许，当感情走得太久了，我忘了对方的需要。或许我的大意让事情变得糟糕。
如果累了，不是我不再爱，只是在此刻我更想飞。对不起，我没办法承担一个责任。请你让我飞...这是我的选择，选择不再为任何事情停留，只为了自己。
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
appreciate.
Holiday is coming to the end,time to back to study...feel boring,3weeks ago i felt that holiday is damn long,i had no idea what to do during this "loong" holiday.Day pass a day,time pass time only i realize time was gone in flash.Nothing much i had done for my holiday,playing,eating,sleeping and dreaming.
I remembered that in last semester our lecturer want us to discover about online relationship.It is very objective for every different single human being.Some people might think it is a very common scenario for current society,we have lot Internet friends which we unsure they are reliable,trustworthy or not.For my own opinion,i think internet just like a big of real society,having lot of different types of people,some might just as pure as to get a friend through internet,some might just to flirt around and wish to get accompany or maybe there are some people intent to bluff people in this big virtual world. No matter how we define virtual world we can't escape to be participate in it. I believe that in virtual world will have someone who really treat each other as real friend,having something common to share with.human being relationship are something really strange,even in real world we might can't differentiate who is real or fake,there is no any actual measurement,isn't it?there is no sure thing as attitude ruler to measure a good person or evil,as long as we did our part nicely,who care how others thought about us.
Life may just end tomorrow,brother of my friend just passed away not long ago.It 2nd cases in this year,life seem so fragile,human seem so small.we couldn't change anything,everyone wishing a better tomorrow but how we could make it?we are just too small to be in control our life,we weren't know what tomorrow could bring us and what we could give for tomorrow.When we are fear to step out,we are reluctant to care people around,we being hopeless for who we are now,who else could help beside we own?I'm the person that very greedy,sometime i want more than i can get,i understand the theory but it just too hard for me to apply.Lets cross finger with self,for make a better self,for not live self in regret...start from this moment love people around,show them concern and stay happy.We might can't give other a better tomorrow but before the last breath we make a different for our own,i guess when come to the end of day,our life will be wonderful.
I remembered that in last semester our lecturer want us to discover about online relationship.It is very objective for every different single human being.Some people might think it is a very common scenario for current society,we have lot Internet friends which we unsure they are reliable,trustworthy or not.For my own opinion,i think internet just like a big of real society,having lot of different types of people,some might just as pure as to get a friend through internet,some might just to flirt around and wish to get accompany or maybe there are some people intent to bluff people in this big virtual world. No matter how we define virtual world we can't escape to be participate in it. I believe that in virtual world will have someone who really treat each other as real friend,having something common to share with.human being relationship are something really strange,even in real world we might can't differentiate who is real or fake,there is no any actual measurement,isn't it?there is no sure thing as attitude ruler to measure a good person or evil,as long as we did our part nicely,who care how others thought about us.
Life may just end tomorrow,brother of my friend just passed away not long ago.It 2nd cases in this year,life seem so fragile,human seem so small.we couldn't change anything,everyone wishing a better tomorrow but how we could make it?we are just too small to be in control our life,we weren't know what tomorrow could bring us and what we could give for tomorrow.When we are fear to step out,we are reluctant to care people around,we being hopeless for who we are now,who else could help beside we own?I'm the person that very greedy,sometime i want more than i can get,i understand the theory but it just too hard for me to apply.Lets cross finger with self,for make a better self,for not live self in regret...start from this moment love people around,show them concern and stay happy.We might can't give other a better tomorrow but before the last breath we make a different for our own,i guess when come to the end of day,our life will be wonderful.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Finally
Finally i got walk through from the pain..
finally i don't struggling for the past..
finally i breath the fresh air..
sometimes,i wonder...life getting complicate because of a person.
therefore,stay life simple,everything would be much better.Exam is done...Holiday-ing now.
damn syiok!!!but i got no plan what to do yet..any idea??open for a date...who want join me?
finally i don't struggling for the past..
finally i breath the fresh air..
sometimes,i wonder...life getting complicate because of a person.
therefore,stay life simple,everything would be much better.Exam is done...Holiday-ing now.
damn syiok!!!but i got no plan what to do yet..any idea??open for a date...who want join me?
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Day 13...without you.
This moment,I miss you so much.Doing revision alone in this cold midnight,Exam in the corner but where are you?sleep?blogging?chatting?...I am alone with Books and notes.
I remembered previously, I do revision for Midterm test and you're still here for accompanied. Normally, I would call and ask you study and memorize important points for me. Stupid enough??I have no choice cause my BF is really smart. Tonight, I gotta study y own and memorize every points by my own. Final exam is near but you aren't here anymore.
Anyway,I promise to myself and this is for you.I wish you will come back as you promise. No matter how many years to go as long as you would turn back, I would be here to say halloo. Thing might turn different but I dont't want lose a friend when i already lose you as bf.No matter how many years that you need to forgive and forget, I wish you're here still in my life.
Jess
2/9/2009
0300am
I remembered previously, I do revision for Midterm test and you're still here for accompanied. Normally, I would call and ask you study and memorize important points for me. Stupid enough??I have no choice cause my BF is really smart. Tonight, I gotta study y own and memorize every points by my own. Final exam is near but you aren't here anymore.
Anyway,I promise to myself and this is for you.I wish you will come back as you promise. No matter how many years to go as long as you would turn back, I would be here to say halloo. Thing might turn different but I dont't want lose a friend when i already lose you as bf.No matter how many years that you need to forgive and forget, I wish you're here still in my life.
Jess
2/9/2009
0300am
Monday, August 31, 2009
爱过就不后悔
虽然，嘴里...心里...不断地重复有多么的讨厌他，恨他。但，我重来都不曾后悔最后的选择是他。
今天我们处于这种地步，我的责任是最大。比起我对他的恨意，他比任何人都更有资格很我。这段感情我学的很多，感受到很多。快了，悲伤，讨厌，烦...错中复杂的情绪。我自认从开始我给予他的爱的确少得可怜，少得他苦苦哀求希望我能爱他多一点。我后悔自己不曾用心爱他，原来在我跑他追的情况我已经习惯有他在身边唠唠叨叨的日子，有个人不断地跟我吵架，不断的说爱我。我不后悔在最后发现真个事实时选择留在他身边。然，我后悔的是原本可以好好爱他，我却错过了。
到了现在，我们谈不上曾经深爱过。到了现在，我却发现原来我们连朋友都不是。那，剩下的还有什么呢？他说过，在我身上他体验了很多第一次的感受。第一次如此爱一个女生，第一次不断的吵架，第一个为女生哭了又哭...还有很多很多。在他离开前，他说：“不是我不再爱你，可是...那总是夹着可是。或许现在我不再回来，或许以后我会回来。”....我呆了，以后？以后是多久以后的事呢？我不会等，因为等待的人最愚蠢。等待的人让生命停留不动，让理想停止。而这一切就只为了等待一个不知的未来吗？我当然希望有一天我开大眼睛就看见他，可是我却也知道梦想离现实很远的道理。
我只想再说，选择是你，我没有后悔。不管现在变成了怎样，我依然相信曾经的曾经你是如此如此的深爱着我。而我，却爱得太迟。原谅我...原谅我的自私。我想念你为我做的每一件事，生病了为我买的药，坚持爱我的的心，我们一起看的夕阳，我一起到过的海边，我踏足的沙滩，我们的海鲜意大利面，你准备的早餐，你为我哭的表情，你送给我的每一个笑脸，你对我的付出，你抱着我旋转的回忆都是我想的。感情本来就是失或得，我失去你但我或得比失去更多。
爱过总比什么都没有来得好，既然我们连朋友都谈不上那我就把你忘了。爱过就不后悔...
今天我们处于这种地步，我的责任是最大。比起我对他的恨意，他比任何人都更有资格很我。这段感情我学的很多，感受到很多。快了，悲伤，讨厌，烦...错中复杂的情绪。我自认从开始我给予他的爱的确少得可怜，少得他苦苦哀求希望我能爱他多一点。我后悔自己不曾用心爱他，原来在我跑他追的情况我已经习惯有他在身边唠唠叨叨的日子，有个人不断地跟我吵架，不断的说爱我。我不后悔在最后发现真个事实时选择留在他身边。然，我后悔的是原本可以好好爱他，我却错过了。
到了现在，我们谈不上曾经深爱过。到了现在，我却发现原来我们连朋友都不是。那，剩下的还有什么呢？他说过，在我身上他体验了很多第一次的感受。第一次如此爱一个女生，第一次不断的吵架，第一个为女生哭了又哭...还有很多很多。在他离开前，他说：“不是我不再爱你，可是...那总是夹着可是。或许现在我不再回来，或许以后我会回来。”....我呆了，以后？以后是多久以后的事呢？我不会等，因为等待的人最愚蠢。等待的人让生命停留不动，让理想停止。而这一切就只为了等待一个不知的未来吗？我当然希望有一天我开大眼睛就看见他，可是我却也知道梦想离现实很远的道理。
我只想再说，选择是你，我没有后悔。不管现在变成了怎样，我依然相信曾经的曾经你是如此如此的深爱着我。而我，却爱得太迟。原谅我...原谅我的自私。我想念你为我做的每一件事，生病了为我买的药，坚持爱我的的心，我们一起看的夕阳，我一起到过的海边，我踏足的沙滩，我们的海鲜意大利面，你准备的早餐，你为我哭的表情，你送给我的每一个笑脸，你对我的付出，你抱着我旋转的回忆都是我想的。感情本来就是失或得，我失去你但我或得比失去更多。
爱过总比什么都没有来得好，既然我们连朋友都谈不上那我就把你忘了。爱过就不后悔...
Sunday, August 30, 2009
The Real you...hypocrite!Liar!!
Why should i care and angry??He is a liar...he lied to his friend and me.
He told everyone that we off before 12th August..hahaha..how ridiculous!We were watching The Proposal on 11th August,715pm.l...how funny this guy!!Casting own drama and everyone trust on him.On 11th he told me he would love me forever,want to bult a family with me. How naive i am...But since don't know when he told a girl that he is happy to stay without me,how hypocrite he is.What make peoples around to trust on him?Funny...!!I found out the truth by myself,he is a LIAR!!If i'm a bitch,He is world damn it Bastard!
He told everyone that how much he had did for me,how much he satisfied for me.But who knows the real,the fact.Everyone pointed finger toward me and say that i'm a bad gf.He told everyone that he is 80% Bf?God dammit...Others think he is good cause he know how to wrapped himself as a good man,but his selfish and ego side,beside me who understand and see it?Somehow,i always believe that he is good and i'm really bad.Continue to cast your drama.....i'm glad taht you left.
Lim CW,U such a BAstard!!
He told everyone that we off before 12th August..hahaha..how ridiculous!We were watching The Proposal on 11th August,715pm.l...how funny this guy!!Casting own drama and everyone trust on him.On 11th he told me he would love me forever,want to bult a family with me. How naive i am...But since don't know when he told a girl that he is happy to stay without me,how hypocrite he is.What make peoples around to trust on him?Funny...!!I found out the truth by myself,he is a LIAR!!If i'm a bitch,He is world damn it Bastard!
He told everyone that how much he had did for me,how much he satisfied for me.But who knows the real,the fact.Everyone pointed finger toward me and say that i'm a bad gf.He told everyone that he is 80% Bf?God dammit...Others think he is good cause he know how to wrapped himself as a good man,but his selfish and ego side,beside me who understand and see it?Somehow,i always believe that he is good and i'm really bad.Continue to cast your drama.....i'm glad taht you left.
Lim CW,U such a BAstard!!
Friday, August 28, 2009
today; The End
This morning once i wake up from sleep, a little cute monkey lie beside of me.
I pick it up and walk to dustbin and throw. Everything that he gave, i cleared it up by this morning. For me they aren't means anything anymore. I remembered that he told me, everything that he did is for me, everything that he do is for making me happy,my smile my laugh mean everything for him. I believe it...girl love sweet words even though it might sound unreal but girl love it, as well as me. He made me believe, no matter how hard the road are he will sail with me. As long as i need him, i just need to call his name and he will be here.
Life always unpredictable,fragile and vulnerable. I did something that make people who love me heart ache. I knew that he not able to accept it and 3 of us was struggle for the stupid situation. He cried when i cried,he sad whenever i'm sad. Though this start cause of my stupid action,childish minded,but part of it was about his family. His family, a girl and himself who really mess up my life.On that particular week,i can't breathe,everything was came so sudden. I have no idea what to do.It seem so dramatic about my life....hahaha
After i had make decision about it, things turn better. badly, the good moment only stand for few days. He left after that without anything,and now he go into a new relationship.I was really felt guilty in the past 2weeks time, i felt that i owed him lots. He say before that i never treat him good,the period i'm good are only in the 1st 7 days. Yes,i admit so,when he gave me everything i return him with nothing. In these 2 weeks time, i told myself that if he could come back i would do everything that he want.I would give up things that i can't...But maybe i'm naive just like him,just 2 weeks time he fall in love with his housemate.damn it..how would i able to accept the fact?i can't....a guy that who told me that whatever mistake i did,he will be here to forgive and forget.A guy who told me that he will be loving me forever and will neverlet me go cause i'm the one he love the most.Today,i been really suffer cause of those empty promises.
Anyway,today would be the last day i miss him.Everything is ended, i won't think of it anymore.Stay happy....Jess always a tough girl.
I pick it up and walk to dustbin and throw. Everything that he gave, i cleared it up by this morning. For me they aren't means anything anymore. I remembered that he told me, everything that he did is for me, everything that he do is for making me happy,my smile my laugh mean everything for him. I believe it...girl love sweet words even though it might sound unreal but girl love it, as well as me. He made me believe, no matter how hard the road are he will sail with me. As long as i need him, i just need to call his name and he will be here.
Life always unpredictable,fragile and vulnerable. I did something that make people who love me heart ache. I knew that he not able to accept it and 3 of us was struggle for the stupid situation. He cried when i cried,he sad whenever i'm sad. Though this start cause of my stupid action,childish minded,but part of it was about his family. His family, a girl and himself who really mess up my life.On that particular week,i can't breathe,everything was came so sudden. I have no idea what to do.It seem so dramatic about my life....hahaha
After i had make decision about it, things turn better. badly, the good moment only stand for few days. He left after that without anything,and now he go into a new relationship.I was really felt guilty in the past 2weeks time, i felt that i owed him lots. He say before that i never treat him good,the period i'm good are only in the 1st 7 days. Yes,i admit so,when he gave me everything i return him with nothing. In these 2 weeks time, i told myself that if he could come back i would do everything that he want.I would give up things that i can't...But maybe i'm naive just like him,just 2 weeks time he fall in love with his housemate.damn it..how would i able to accept the fact?i can't....a guy that who told me that whatever mistake i did,he will be here to forgive and forget.A guy who told me that he will be loving me forever and will neverlet me go cause i'm the one he love the most.Today,i been really suffer cause of those empty promises.
Anyway,today would be the last day i miss him.Everything is ended, i won't think of it anymore.Stay happy....Jess always a tough girl.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
What is Love...is who i am?
Someone once asked me,
what is the true meaning of love?
Is it to care for others?
Or is it just to bare with others?
Is love for eternity?
Or is it just plain stupidity?
Some say love is a great task;
some say love is for lust.
Shall we take all these answers to my heart?
Should i mix them into my blood?
There are no answers to those,
and nothing against those who impose.
For love cannot be explained;
or questioned.
Love cannot be made;
or stated.
True love comes from the heart.....
and who are you to question for a start?
what is the true meaning of love?
Is it to care for others?
Or is it just to bare with others?
Is love for eternity?
Or is it just plain stupidity?
Some say love is a great task;
some say love is for lust.
Shall we take all these answers to my heart?
Should i mix them into my blood?
There are no answers to those,
and nothing against those who impose.
For love cannot be explained;
or questioned.
Love cannot be made;
or stated.
True love comes from the heart.....
and who are you to question for a start?
Monday, August 24, 2009
复刻回忆
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Friday, August 21, 2009
Sick....30hours Famine....Final Exam
Early in the morning, woke by painful sore-throat...is damn suffer.Drink lots of water but it doesn't help much. After an hour only can fall back into sleep but badly i missed my 1st class.I think i'm really malang,i stuck in the train for 45mins and the journey should only take 20minutes.Damn It, i think God dislike me...guess so,i was late for the 2nd class.
After class i took a long journey from Setapak to MidValley just to get my sport shoe.It really make me exhausted. After settled everything, took KTM from MidVAlley to Tasik Selatan, i saw a stall selling cucur Adabi,i bought a packet, this time it taste different,i don't like it. Maybe is the one who shared with me isn't here anymore that make cucur taste suck. That moment,i thought about Him again.
Tomorrow have to attend for Famine 30hours camp.I'm looking forward about it....Sunday i can meet A-Mei,my idol....yeah!!! I think this weekend will be very fun....Hereby really have to say thank you to You (Raymond),thaks for the gastric medicine and tomorrow breakfast.Haha..
Exam coming soon,just in the corner. 9th September but too bad i haven't start any revision. I couldn't concerntrate about study,how well i can score? I really doubt about it,life have to move on no matter how,othing gonna break me down. The least i won't let anything happen.....God,Bring me some luck.Pray..Pray..Pray...
21th August 2009
Jessica Chen
After class i took a long journey from Setapak to MidValley just to get my sport shoe.It really make me exhausted. After settled everything, took KTM from MidVAlley to Tasik Selatan, i saw a stall selling cucur Adabi,i bought a packet, this time it taste different,i don't like it. Maybe is the one who shared with me isn't here anymore that make cucur taste suck. That moment,i thought about Him again.
Tomorrow have to attend for Famine 30hours camp.I'm looking forward about it....Sunday i can meet A-Mei,my idol....yeah!!! I think this weekend will be very fun....Hereby really have to say thank you to You (Raymond),thaks for the gastric medicine and tomorrow breakfast.Haha..
Exam coming soon,just in the corner. 9th September but too bad i haven't start any revision. I couldn't concerntrate about study,how well i can score? I really doubt about it,life have to move on no matter how,othing gonna break me down. The least i won't let anything happen.....God,Bring me some luck.Pray..Pray..Pray...
21th August 2009
Jessica Chen
Thursday, August 20, 2009
一个人...Alone
今天，准备好自己，梳洗完毕，整装出动。
哈哈，当Putra Lrt 到达Setuawangsa...突然的来电：“Dear,你在哪里？没上课哦...”
当场我的表情：“亲爱的，怎么搞的？我都快到了，怎么最后一分钟啊？”糟糕...糟糕...
那唯有掉头....到诊所去..
出奇的没有人...
位置望上去，看见这个。一个人，无聊嘛...
护士说：“还有两位就轮到你。”可惜，我真的很饿。我都受不了，一定得吃，就算是十五分钟对饥饿的我而言...太长了!所以有一个人跑到熟食摊位叫了这个.....---->>
猪肉粉....
过了二十分钟再吃回到诊所，都怪自己的肚子不争气。现在老天要考验我的耐性，既然被三位小姐排到我前面了。
一个人，一个人的行程，一个人在诊所里无聊着，一个人的午餐。或许，我也会爱上一个人的寂寞吧？
20/08/2009
Jessica
哈哈，当Putra Lrt 到达Setuawangsa...突然的来电：“Dear,你在哪里？没上课哦...”
当场我的表情：“亲爱的，怎么搞的？我都快到了，怎么最后一分钟啊？”糟糕...糟糕...
那唯有掉头....到诊所去..
出奇的没有人...
位置望上去，看见这个。一个人，无聊嘛...护士说：“还有两位就轮到你。”可惜，我真的很饿。我都受不了，一定得吃，就算是十五分钟对饥饿的我而言...太长了!所以有一个人跑到熟食摊位叫了这个.....---->>
猪肉粉....过了二十分钟再吃回到诊所，都怪自己的肚子不争气。现在老天要考验我的耐性，既然被三位小姐排到我前面了。
一个人，一个人的行程，一个人在诊所里无聊着，一个人的午餐。或许，我也会爱上一个人的寂寞吧？
20/08/2009
Jessica
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
重生
陈先生的离去让很多朋友心痛不已。今早，跟着大队到富贵火化场。
在壁上看见：“一个人的离去，是另一个生命的开始.”若，每个人都可以选择，我想我并不想在重生。其实，在这次的葬礼我的心情显得特别的平静，没有太大的起伏，也没有掉下太多的眼泪。
心，酸酸的。该走的没有人可以留下，人生毕竟不就是如此吗？生，老，病，死。意外来得太快，现在的人，生或许未到到老就离去了。无常吧？我想是这样...
从来，我并不在快乐时留下字迹。所以，今天的我真的超难过。
我做错了太多还是你已经厌倦了？我相信，是你厌倦了。
一直以来，你扮演的角色就是一直在我背后追，不管我跑得多远只要回头就会看见你。
怪我？我想我真的不懂得珍惜。你总是带着一副臭脾气，让我吃不消兜着走。对着你，我就有份莫名的气。很常，我在想：“是不爱你吗？是还没准备好吗？还是你不够好？”...
之间的问题吵了又吵，闹了又闹，好了又好。
每一次你的不对我都想再包容一次。这一次我的错或许太离谱，你连手机都不接，信息也不回的。
我的迷惘，我的痛你或许看不见。不过，我相信在曾经的一刻，你是用心爱过我的。只想再一次听见你的声音。若，我可以.
现在，我真的好想好想再说一次我爱你。来不及也没关系，因为我知道你在那一方会听见的。
如果，未来的未来我们不再相见，不再相知，不再相爱。我希望你会是幸运和幸福的。
认识我，想会是最糟糕的事吧？
我最幸福的事-
想也变成最倒霉的事了。哈哈...
在壁上看见：“一个人的离去，是另一个生命的开始.”若，每个人都可以选择，我想我并不想在重生。其实，在这次的葬礼我的心情显得特别的平静，没有太大的起伏，也没有掉下太多的眼泪。
心，酸酸的。该走的没有人可以留下，人生毕竟不就是如此吗？生，老，病，死。意外来得太快，现在的人，生或许未到到老就离去了。无常吧？我想是这样...
从来，我并不在快乐时留下字迹。所以，今天的我真的超难过。
我做错了太多还是你已经厌倦了？我相信，是你厌倦了。
一直以来，你扮演的角色就是一直在我背后追，不管我跑得多远只要回头就会看见你。
怪我？我想我真的不懂得珍惜。你总是带着一副臭脾气，让我吃不消兜着走。对着你，我就有份莫名的气。很常，我在想：“是不爱你吗？是还没准备好吗？还是你不够好？”...
之间的问题吵了又吵，闹了又闹，好了又好。
每一次你的不对我都想再包容一次。这一次我的错或许太离谱，你连手机都不接，信息也不回的。
我的迷惘，我的痛你或许看不见。不过，我相信在曾经的一刻，你是用心爱过我的。只想再一次听见你的声音。若，我可以.
现在，我真的好想好想再说一次我爱你。来不及也没关系，因为我知道你在那一方会听见的。
如果，未来的未来我们不再相见，不再相知，不再相爱。我希望你会是幸运和幸福的。
认识我，想会是最糟糕的事吧？
我最幸福的事-
想也变成最倒霉的事了。哈哈...
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